puritan for the day

31 august...

national independence day...

there is so much of furor and hungama going on outside & my roomies were quite surprised on why i'm not out there coz usually im one of the first to be out for an event or party.

thing it is not any event or party,its merdeka countdown..technically merdeka celebration. a celebration of OUR country's independence...then why the hell is a dance floor organised after the countdown with everyone gyrating away on the roads of the university.

if any random shot were taken, it can be clearly be mistook as street party during new year or better still thaipusam at penang (considering the number of Indians)

now now...m not being purist, i admit being rebellious towards rules & i'm always ready for a party but not for this reason. i think the reason behind this very event has been clearly overshadowed by all the unrelated program line up like the dance floor, the pageant and a couple of other stuff...

its merdeka celebration la...

where are all the flags??

where were the patriotic songs?? i only heard bout 2-3 once the clock struck 12

which particular event showcased love towards the country or tolerance??

(the mini sketch of 2 dudes & multiple hot babes of diff race dancing to hindi & korean songs?)

it is suppose to instill patriotism n love for country la,wei...

i'm not against partying but there is definitely a time and place for everything...merdeka celebration in the campus is NOT!

& how bout the muslims??

although their number is relatively small compared to the others but considerate la sikit...

it ramdan & its such a significant month for them as it involves much prayer and abstinence...

i can only imagine the thoughts running in their mind now...DUGAAN!

right now,

i truly miss my merdeka celebration in KMPP, there was singing...there was dancing...there were friends & most important of all i felt Malaysian

'the number you have dialled cannot be reached at the moment.please try again later.'

question is when is later actually?5 minutes, a couple of hours, a day or two??

i don't know & i'm vexed.

perception

if i believe that pigs can fly...den its a truth for me...
as ridiculous it may sound...that's how most things work...
it's all in our mind & how we perceive things & the people around us

how my friend,family or life is treating me all depends on how I want to see it as...
so in order for me to be happy & drama free...i have to believe in it first & perception is the key...

sounds pretty delusional,kan??
oh well at least I'm not being a sourpuss & whining...
m trying...
lets just believe it may work...

dedicated to my muse..

back in campus...=)

after my previous whiny post...my mood was immediately altered as a dear friend surprised me at the bus station by suddenly appearing to send me off..

i cant believe it has been more than a year since v last met,he is still tall n lean but fairer and definitely more confident & sarcastic ;)

it was an eye opener seeing him...for i felt like a brat complaining bout studying when he is pursuing his dream despite the possible setbacks with much optimism..

adam idy razlan,

u will always be a wonderful friend & my inspiration at times i feel like giving up =)

thank you for the wonderful gift & as always u have made me smile & my day =)

upon reaching my room in campus,

it felt as if I never left but the dust bunnies under my bed & sha told me a different story alltogether.

sha said, I have been gone so long that the black cat with white socks had kittens & is expecting all over again...hmmmm...

but some things have changed...

everything seems to be falling apart in the apartment, the shower stand dropped, the sink makes weird sounds & water regurgitates from the bottom *YIKES*

high time to pay visit to the warden & make official complaints...

first day of class started as expected,

i was late as always..how i do not fail at being late surprises me..

the last class of the day was pharmaceutical biotechnology & it was taken by the dean himself. he is nice round jolly kind of man but then again he is still THE DEAN & don't want to mess around in his class but how am i to control my loud guffaws when he keeps saying 'patatoes...patatoes...patatoes' arggghhhh!!

dugaaan...

gloom

belum mandi...belum habis pack...need to leave in about half an hour...

what is wrong??i dont wanna leave my comfort zone...that is the problem..

back to classes...late nights...early morning rushes...unfinished assignments...undone tutorials...broken resolutions....sighhhhh...

what is the point of making promises when we keep breaking them?

will this time around be any different?maybe...not..

chivalry

back in the days,chivalry was associated with knights & their attributes...now its associated with courteous behavior towards women by men. i guess it's desirable quality as females have always dreamt of a knight in a shining armor to save them at dire times.

we often hear the complaints of our female counterparts that chivalry is dead & I used to be one of the many who had such complaints till recently. i was in a crowded KTM ladies coach with 2 HEAVY travelling bags. as usual there was dudes in the ladies coach,i dont mind them really but it totally irks me when these men are so comfortably seated when there are many ladies with bags & children standing. dude!!u were not even suppose to be on the coach in the first place,remove ur heavy bum from the seat & offer it to a woman *ke-pissed-off-an*

on that day,while i was busy chastising these inconsiderate testosterone charged beings, a dude got up & offered me a seat. i was surprised,but the surprise does not end there. when i reached my stop, without saying a word he carried my bag & gave it to me at the platform. all i could do was smile n mouth thank you. we walked towards the escalator & i was having trouble maneuvering the trolley bag & this time around his friend helps me. this time around, when i said thank you,they handed me a card stating that one of them was deaf & the other was mute. i was speechless. said my thank you's & goodbye's by sign language to both Lim & Kee Ann *it was on the card*

as i was walking away, i could help but to think why girls make a big deal bout guys being chivalrous. as much as we hate to admit it,we like being treated well like pretty dainty fragile crystal flowers & when dudes act all chivalrous that is the feeling we get & we like it. but for a dude to treat a girl in such way shouldn't she give out that impression in the first place? we have girls insisting that they perfectly alright in all circumstances & that they don't need men for anything..even sex for the matter =p

so why would a guy go all the way out helping a girl when she refuses to be helped?he wouldn't as there is no reason for him to do so. now now...don't think i`m against female empowerment and all that, i'm not. i'm just saying, if u want him to open the door just fall a back a few steps before the door & when he opens it for you smile & say 'thank you' instead of 'i got it' or worse 'u dont have too' or worst still start an argument about how your just as good as him at opening doors..=.=

babes,some guys are well mannered coz their mummies thought them well so if u come across the nice ones, do be nice to them as well, do not give them an experience which will stop them from being a gentleman ever. we have too few of them nyway...& guys please do try being a knight...well at least to me ;)

payday!!

teeheee!!!
pay is in...lalalalalalalaalalalalala =D

all that irrational conversations & being spoken to like I killed their puppy paid off....
i got my pay..OH YEAH!!
it was a day late but it came...*happy dance moves*

sadly,nunna had to go back the day it came so couldn't spend it with her...but she is back now & n the weekend is just 5 days away...nyehehehehehehehe

what did i do the day after i got my pay...i ponteng kerja coz i overslept =.=
so my weekend with rash started earlier...
things i did

• had to get MC for the day i missed since my TL insisted i get one,rash dropped me off at a clinic while she bought dinner...I had to lie through my teeth & smile my way into a getting an MC *i know he knew that i was spinning a yarn nyway*
• had 2 good nights of sleep.......zzZZZZZZZzzzzZZZZ =D
• went shopping the next day & leevanea joined us...ps.what kinda sale is a sale when the prices are hiked & then discounted?? O.o
• but still we managed to get sm nice stuff..so YAY to that!!
• rash & I self praised ourselves abt being responsible with money & not being impulsive but i had to spoil it at the end of the day with extra 2 sudden purchases =S of which i am so happy with =p
• rushed home as soon as we could but were still late & dreaded the wrath of angry,hungry parents but all was well =)
  

dei rash...
i love ur room...i love ur bed...i love ur wardrobe...i love u...marry me la..
bt seriously her rumah is comfy,simple & just absolutely home-y...haihhhhhhhhhhhhhh

ohhh...i almost forgot..
a dude followed me from one platform to another, to ask me stuff like why was I using the stairs instead of esclators & could he have my number....while rash & I were rushing like mad to get ourselves on time..wierd much O.o
so nyway this dude only left when rash approached the police officer by the tracks...she wanted to know where the train was travelling & he ran for his life thinking we were making a complaint =p

so long for now...
muakx!!