fun and mishaps

yesterday was definitely a good night and when the DJ played 'give me everything tonight' all of us were on the floor working up sweat to the beat *i personally feel its a corny song but hey it was acceptable that night* final prom, the prospects of working, moving away from familiar faces and places, earning one's keep, being independent in the big bad world does get one a lil dewy eyed but then we will not let it stop us from letting our hair down and having fun...it was all the more reason for us to do so =) if not now, when would we..in a lil less than 2weeks we would be freaking out for finals and then the curtain closes.

to friends which feel like family, what could i say anything more than what i have said before? we have had our ups and downs, quarrels and cold wars but nothing negative ever lasts all that long for we know that we love each other and that is what matters. mishaps will happen but will only make the bond we share stronger..<3
much love!

ps. falling down and getting hurt, losing voice, and impending assignments will not dampen my spirits! XD

approval

refilling your cup though you you know you had one too many in company.

repeated questions coz d heart seems not to rest on with answers given

anticipating the lover's appreciative gaze or touch after an interlude.

waiting for the response your peers once a remark has been made.

approvals are constantly seeked or held out on. everyone of us has been on either ends though some of us more at one end than the other. question lies on how far would one go to seek an approval or hold out on the other. it is easy to see why one seeks it, it is to belong, to feel one with the rest. reasons keeping it away from the other however is hard to gauge. it could be seen as deeming one's worth, it could be a cruel game of amusement or it could be merely the figment of imagination to one who is insecure.

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight

Just a touch of the fire burning so bright

No, I don't wanna mess this thing up

I don't wanna push too far

Just a shot in the dark that you just might

Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life

So baby I'm alright

With just a kiss goodnight

I know that if we give this a little time

It'll only bring us closer to the love we wanna find

It's never felt so real

No it's never felt so right

-Just A Kiss, Lady Antebellum

ps. to my Gannicus, the lines above speak volumes that we both dont. 

jest

line of the day

'...i saved the day, and got the girl...' with jest in voice.

you are unsure on who to be mad at...him for being so self assured or yourself coz he said the truth ;)

best description of current mood

'To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore, to love is to suffer; not to love is to suffer; to suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy, then, is to suffer, but suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy, one must love or love to suffer or suffer from too much happiness. I hope you're getting this down.'

-from woody allen's love and death

ramble bamble

i push my distraction to gather my thoughts, heaved a sigh of relief when i did but as moments pass i realize my thoughts are again my thoughts of distraction. i keep my hands busy with writing and when i look into the piece of paper they are but doodles of distraction. conversations engaged with others are either of peppered with distraction or interrupted with flashes of distraction.

the harder i try to disengage from the arms of distraction, i get further entwined. resistance seems futile and surrendering seems like sweet escape. as i just about to give in, the arms loosen the grip, the cloak lifts, suffocation becomes apparent as the oxygen of realities shock the senses, numbness disappear and pain becomes real.

my funny friend.

After a long day of shopping my friend went to order food, she stood at the counter and said ' KFC snack plate, 1' and the dude just stared at her without responding. She repeated her order again and the dude turned slowly looking at his co-worker, my friend lost her cool and was about to yell when she noticed the big yellow M sign....

as she quickly made her escape, the eruption of laughter ensued =p

nerd humor.

yours truly thinks one of the best to get back to an ex-flame is calling them with a pseudo-STD scare ;)

*but that could only work if u were active

**most people are so stupid they don't think of the previous statement ;)

***ignore me..